Monster

"When I am a monster,
You never wince,
When you look at me.
When I am a freak, you never stare.
When I am a leper,
You never say unclean,
And when I am lost,
You come and get me free."
-Monster By The Almost

He knows all my terrible thoughts.
He knows my every sin.
He watches as I stubbornly take the wrong path.
He hears every complaint.
He knows it all. And he loves me.
More than anyone else ever will or could ever be capable of.
He is the Prince of Peace, Abba, Hessed, Savior, Creator, Lord, and God...
and he loved me first.
He knit me together in my mothers womb,
he wanted me to have blue eyes, brown frizzy curly hair, and pale skin.
He thinks I'm gorgeous.
All the battles I encounter are fought for me, by HIM.
Strengthening my feeble frame he shows me the way.
My heart is broken but he holds it together with is unfailing love.
My Savior.
My Creator.
My God.
He is always there for me.
He keeps his every promise.
I need him.
True love.
More than boy and girl love… a creator and creation love!
Agape love.
In Jesus alone my atonement is known.
I am an instrument of the living God.
So, Lord, hear the song of my life and let it be a sweet sound to you.
You are more than enough.
I have found the love that completes me.
And it comes from El Shaddai.